Most
Christians believe in the value of dreams - but only in theory. My
experience went beyond theory - and it all began in a home meeting
at a little church in Kent.
Dreams with meaning
Voice by voice dropped out of the babble of conversation until
Sarah was the only person speaking. Coffee cups were set down on
the carpet as all attention focused on her story. She'd had a dream.
It wasn't an ordinary dream, but a cascade of fantastic images -
wreaths made out of cream cakes are the one that remains strongest
in my memory. They were ridiculous concepts that seemed strangely
meaningful. Meaningful especially to me; for by some mind process
that I could never explain her dream was taking shape in my brain
- just as if I had dreamed it myself. I was seeing the same actions
and images that Sarah had seen the night before, but in my version
each frame had subtitles. No. I couldn't literally see the text,
but the impression of meaning was so powerful that I read it out
to the silent room, relating each stage of the dream and explaining
its relevance.
"Yes, Derrick, that's just like my dream", said Sarah naively.
"Shush, Sarah, he's giving the interpretation" cautioned a lady
who was visiting from another part of the country and was more accustomed
to such oddities.
I don't have miracle powers that I can call up on demand, but that
experience was real and it became typical in that small Kentish
fellowship for a short, but exciting period. Though our Bible Study
meetings did not always end so dramatically, we experienced many
dreams during the ensuing months and heard reports of others in
the years that followed. Those were the early days of the Charismatic
Movement back in the 1970's and, while others prophesied or spoke
in tongues, our young men and women saw visions or woke up remembering
peculiar dreams. People would write their dreams down and bring
them to me for interpretation. Sometimes I would dream myself, and
would either spot the meaning myself or would send them to a friend
in Canterbury who seemed to have a similar gift. On one occasion
I had a dream that enabled me to interpret someone else's nigh vision.
I was at work one morning, looking through some files, when the
memory of the previous night's dream resurfaced in my consciousness.
I had dreamed of a walk along a towpath, where I peered into the
canal and noticed a large fish swimming slowly along the edge. I
bent low, reached out a hand, caught the fish by the tail and lifted
him out of the water. This brief scene ended with me striding along
the path swinging the fish beside me. "That's too short to have
any special meaning." I told myself. The came the second thought
- "Take it by the tail!" I reach into my inside pocket and pulled
out the envelope containing the account my friend had given me of
their strange and complex dream. I turned to the back page and began
reading the closing sentence. It was the key to the whole dream,
which then unlocked easily, revealing truths that my friend found
intriguing and valuable.
You would be justified in asking what point there was to all this.
Why should an untrained amateur succeed in a task that challenges
qualified analysts and professional psychiatrists? Are we to believe
that God plays silly games with dream-enclosed messages? In answer
to such challenges I can only affirm that it happened. For people
with knowledge of the Bible it ought not to be surprising that it
happens, since many examples of significant dreams litter both Old
and New Testaments. What is more, the prophecy that Peter recalled
before the multinational crowd on the first Whitsun made strong
reference to dreams as one of the means by which God would choose
to speak to his people in "the last days". Our God is not a dumb
idol and I make no conditions about which ways he is allowed to
speak when he chooses to communicate with me.
Dreams have a special quality that has fascinated prophets,
psychics and psychologists over the ages, whether in a religious
or secular context. That quality lies in their uncensored nature.
By "uncensored" I do not mean "erotic" and would instantly discount
that kind of dream from being in any way seen as a message from
God. Our bodies affect our minds at least as much as our minds affect
our bodies, so physical desires and hungers are as likely as anything
to crop up in our dreams from time to time. No, the point is that
our logical, analytical, conscious minds do not interfere with the
imagery or the subject matter that features in our dreams. They
are messages that well up from our subconscious minds and often
reveal matters that we have not been willing to consider or admit
when we were trying to be rational.
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