Continuing
Andrew Cohen's article...
Meditation Is a Metaphor for Enlightenment
The only way to understand what Enlightenment is, is to experience
for yourself a mystery which cannot be imagined and a depth which
cannot be measured. In that depth, you will find out what it's like
to want nothing at all. In that freedom from wanting there is a
peace so profound that the greatest challenge is simply not moving
away from it. When I speak about not moving, this is what I'm referring
to.
Moving away takes various shapes and forms. One form that it takes
is the deeply held conviction that something is wrong. This
one catches almost everybody. When something is wrong we want to
find a way to fix it and we abandon our seat in order to find a
solution. Through the act of seeking for a solution, unknowingly
we wander away from where we were. But if we had resisted the temptation
to do so, we would never have left that place that is free from
wanting, which is where we were before we became convinced that
there was a problem we needed to overcome.
As we look inside ourselves with more and more depth, we will see
this desire to move away. We will see that this desire is the primordial
impulse to become, which is for most of us all that we know. The
impulse to become is antithetical to the unconditional and unimaginable
peace we have discovered. You see, unconsciously, subconsciously
and even consciously we're always running away from that place of
perfect peace. To where? To where we think we want to be.
So if we want to experience meditation, if we want to know that
which answers every question but which the mind cannot comprehend,
we must learn to resist the temptation to move away. The greatest
challenge for the individual who wants to be free more than anything
else is not to experience the truth - which is the explosive recognition
that one has never been away from home - but is the heroic practice
of ceaselessly resisting the temptation to ever move away from that
truth.
Unless we can succeed in liberating ourselves from the compulsive
need to move away - which is the desire to become, to have, to be,
it will be impossible to experience the kind of depth that I'm speaking
about for more than an instant. Indeed, a life that expresses true
Liberation is a life in which we have not only experienced this
depth, this stillness, this inconceivable fullness once or twice,
but is one in which we are permanently abiding there. Unless when
we turn within we're willing to leave the world behind in a way
that is bold and fearless, the likelihood of a radical transformation
actually occurring is very small.
For the ego, for that part of ourselves that only wants to be separate,
understand that not moving represents dissolution and death. You
see, not moving ultimately returns us to that profound and mysterious
place where we were before we were born, before creation ever occurred.
And the whole point of meditation is to experience that place, to
know that ineffable mystery that reveals itself when we've left
the world far behind, while being fully created, fully human.
That means not avoiding in any way the mysterious implications of
this paradox. When we have tasted the end of becoming which is the
extraordinary experience of perfect peace, even if only temporarily,
our understanding of what it means to be a human being changes dramatically.
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