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There's nothing like a compliment
to raise your spirits - especially when you know it's sincerely
meant.
Blind Mans Bluff
The wind was from the east, bitingly cold and carrying with it
the beginnings of a winter storm. The man was sitting in the corner
of the small shelter looking out to sea. He wore a heavy overcoat,
scarf, fur hat and gloves.
A young woman appeared suddenly at the side of the shelter, she
took in the presence of the man before sitting down out of the wind.
The man said his good afternoon and commented on the weather. The
woman shivered and said it could be worse, the man replied it probably
will be if it rains. The woman could see a curtain of rain out to
sea sweeping inland towards them.
The shelter was covered in graffiti and the floor littered with
cigarettes stubs. The woman was silent. The man sensed she was unhappy.
'Can I ask what brings you up here on such a day?' he said. 'Same
as you I should think' she replied 'getting away from things' 'Yes'
he said 'that's about right, people sometimes drive you barmy'
'Not people' she said 'kids, I've got two, one four year old and
one twenty four year old and you can guess which is worse' then
she said with some feeling 'There are times when I could walk over
that cliff I get so sick of it'
The man looked at her. He said softly 'You mustn't do that'. 'Why
not' she said 'Who's to stop me? It's my life, I'll do what I please,
and don't give me any guff about those left behind'
'Im not giving you any guff' said the man, 'you're a pretty woman
with all your health and vitality, whatever's wrong will pass and
you'll still be the same pretty woman.'
She looked at the man properly now but his face remained impassive
and his manner correct.
'How do you know it will pass' she said 'how do you know it won't
get worse?'
The man shook his head 'I don't' he said 'but if you do away with
yourself you'll never know if it gets worse or better'
The woman stood and pulled her thin jacket closer. 'Don't worry'
she said 'I'm going home, not over the cliff' Then she hesitated
'maybe I'll see you up here again?'
'Yes, of course' said the man 'I'd like that'. She began to leave,
then said to him 'I can't remember the last time someone said I
was pretty!' and set off down the path towards the town.
'There you are dad' said the woman 'come on you must be freezing,
where's your stick?' The man stood and retrieved his stick from
his corner. The woman took his arm. 'Sorry I had to leave you like
that, you know what Banks are like, especially at Christmas and
it went clean out of my head'. 'That's OK' he said 'breath of sea
air does me good and I'm well wrapped up'. The two of them set off,
his daughter hanging onto his arm and the man tapping his white
stick against the edge of the path
©PJH
2005
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